I know, it's been way too long. I've been way to busy with my family, church and college, I can barely breathe. I'm in my junior year in college now, if all goes as planned, my goal is to graduate next December. I'm taking 6 classes currently and this is taking much of my time. These classes have been quite a learning experience so far. I am really enjoying learning so much in my liturature classes and well, all of them. I'm taking Discriptive Linguistics, Creative Writing, American Lit I and American Lit 2. I am also taking an education class and a film and video editing course that is way too fun! My kids are growing way to fast and it is hard to keep up with them. Yesterday, I was making Aaron's bed while he was getting dressed for school (I have been making them do their beds for a few months but decided to hurry things up and I did it for them) and he stopped before going out of his room and said, "Thank you, mom." I was so happy to hear him say that without me asking him, "aren't you happy mommy is helping you?" He is growing up, as Vianney is as well. She came home today crying, saying she doesn't fit in :( my heart was hurting for her and I comforted her as much as I could....I love them so much. I miss my husband more and more everyday. It never gets easier.